Sunday, September 25, 2005

Clarity...please

So, I went away for the weekend to Oregon for a friend's wedding. During this time, I spent the entire weekend being me. It was such a great feeling. Never once did I wonder, "what are they going to think of me if I do...?" There was so much laughter; I haven't laughed that hard for a long time.

I chose to break up with John. He still sees it as a decision (he's a LMF grad). Yes, I did make considerations (Pros & Cons), but I thought I had made a choice independent of these considerations. Maybe he sees something that I'm not aware of. Maybe he just really loves me and doesn't want to let me go. Maybe I'm just trying to make sense of something that I just need to get over it! ;)

1 Comments:

At 2:29 PM, Blogger Leigh said...

So you were true to yourself in Oregon and had a wonderful time. Be true to yourself in your close relationships, too. Don't get lost in semantics. (Keep in mind that this comment is from the woman who hasn't been in a relationship for over two decades, though.)

Choose chocolate. (Remember that exercise? ..."I choose chocolate because I choose chocolate..."

 

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